Saturday, November 27, 2010

I Give Up


I gave up a long time ago. I used to think I was strong. I used to think I was able to get over it and move on. My friends tell me I am strong and I can do it. So I smile and put on a brave face, put one foot in front of the other and take the steps to move on with my life. I've let go


SL is a place where you can let yourself go, be something other than what you are in RL. But never lose sight of that fact that behind every avatar is a real person with real feelings and emotions. The endless ups and downs of relationships in SL is enough to crush a persons soul.



And yes that is me.

Friday, November 26, 2010

Fairy Magic

It's been a while since I did a blog review, now that all the fundraisers and store moving and set up has all died down for a bit I figured I'd jump straight back in with a bit of Fairy magic.

Tribal Soul Designs have this fantastic Fairy Line Avatars that include everything you need to look the part. They come in black, blue, golden, purple, green and red and are just adorable. From the cute prim feet with sandal straps to the decorative glowy wings and facial patterned piercings.

All poses (above and below) are from the Winged Poses pack from [ImpEle]



Fairy Line Purple from Tribal Soul Designs
Includes Skin, Shape, Hair, Eyes, Ears, Facial Glow Piercings, Wings & Feet



Fairy Line Purple from Tribal Soul Designs
Includes Skin, *Shape, *Hair, Eyes, Ears, Facial Glow Piercings, Wings & Feet
* I'm wearing my shape and hea-hea Hair in Orange from +BM+

Thursday, September 16, 2010

~BBW~

Well if we want to technical it would be BBA.

Now be honest...who is scratching their chin wondering what BBW stands for? For those that don't know, it stands for 'Big Beautiful Woman' (some say Buxom Beautiful, Big Buxom...etc etc). So often we see blogs with all the pictures with what is apparently the SL version of a model. Stick thin, no hips, legs from here to Timbucktoo and ether no boobs, or huge ones. I'm not one to judge on what is right or wrong with our avatar looks, each to their own opinions. I also know there are a few blogs scattered around that feature the larger sizes. So in carrying on from my previous post about the Wear Gray blog reviews. I kept a couple aside for a BBW post.

You can still have curves and a chunky butt in SL and look good in the latest fashions.
Bellissima {1}



Bellissima {2}

For items that have many options I have underlined and italicised the layer, colour, accessories that are shown. Items not underlined and italicised are not shown in the picture.

Bellissima {1}
Clothes - Satin and Mesh available in all colours shown (red, black, blue, brown, purple, green) and with mini shorts or mini skirt (only available at Wear Gray)
Non Wear Gray Items:
Shoes - Sasha Boots in black from ETD
Hair - Zeth in blush/blueberry from [-B-] (Buried)
Shape - My Own
Skin - Acorn Frex [Light] Elf Soot2 from Curio
Eyes - Dreaming in azur from Negaposi
Ears - Elven Ear [Stary] from :Gauged:

Bellissima {2}
Clothes - Feeling Good available in gold/burgundy and silver/burgundy and with train or without the train (only available at Wear Gray)
Non Wear Gray Items:
Hair - Egomaniacal in ink from !lamb
Shape - My Own
Skin - Acorn Frex [Light] Elf Soot2 from Curio
Eyes - Dreaming in azur from Negaposi

Wear Gray is full of colour

Wear Gray Market is up and running and I'm late with my blog reviews ..... eeps. But I have good reason! As most of you would know I have helping Sanura with the set up and organisation of Wear Gray, along with - doing my own releases for my store, participating in hunts, setting up my own store at Wear Gray and being a blogger for Wear Gray. Can anyone say bite more than you can chew? But it's all worth it in the end.

Now Wear Gray for a Day in Second Life was started by Sanura Snowpaw last year after the tragic passing of her RL cousin to brain cancer. Sanura heard about Wear Gray in RL and wanted to do something in SL to help the cause. This year she decided to go BIG. With a full sim wide Market with over 100 creators all joining together to create exclusive items, with all proceeds going towards the charity organisation 'The American Brain Tumor Association'.

Wear Gray for a Day isn't just about the colour gray. This post sure proves that. Our brains are sometimes referred to as 'Gray Matter'. So the play on words - Wear Gray for a Day - doesn't mean everything has to be gray. The designers were asked to make a couple of exclusive items that are only going to be available at the Wear Gray Market and it was great to see lots of colour flourishing the sim. I was lucky enough to have a few blog reviews passed my way. So enjoy the colour festivities, pop over to the Market when you can and show your support. Every little linden makes a difference.

Obsidian Desires


!MM! (Mango Mango) {1}


!MM! (Mango Mango){2}


Broken Doll {1}


Broken Doll {2}

For items that have many options I have underlined and italicised the layer, colour, accessories that are shown. Items not underlined and italicised are not shown in the picture.


Obsidian Desires:
Clothes - Liana in pink with wrist cuffs, undershirt layer, corset layer or merged undershirt and corset layer from Obsidian Desires (only available at Wear Gray)
Non Wear Gray Items:
Hair - Whoop Dee Doo in obsidian from !lamb
Horns - Sibirica Horns from *~*Illusions*~*
Digi Legs - Fantasy Fusion Faun Boots in black from *Epic*
Shape - My Own
Skin - Acorn Frex [Light] Elf Soot2 from Curio
Eyes - Dreaming in azur from Negaposi


!MM! {1}
Skin 1 - Bubblegum - Tan comes in standard Tan, Tan with cleavage, Tan with freckles and Tan with freckles and cleavage (only available at Wear Gray)
Skin 2 - Gold Dust - Tan
comes in standard Tan, Tan with cleavage, Tan with freckles and Tan with freckles and cleavage
(only available at Wear Gray)
Non Wear Gray Items:
Hair - Pom Pom in coffee from (Posh)
Shape - My Own
Eyes - Dreaming in azur from Negaposi

!MM! {2}
Skin 1 - Chapped Vamp with freckles and without freckles (only available at Wear Gray)
Skin 2 - Fresh Vamp with freckles and without freckles (only available at Wear Gray)
Skin 3 - Licked - Pale comes in standard Pale, Pale with cleavage, Pale with freckles and Pale with cleavage and freckles (only available at Wear Gray)
Non Wear Gray Items:
Hair -
Pom Pom in coffee from (Posh)
Shape - My Own
Eyes - Dreaming in azur from Negaposi

Broken Doll {1}
Clothes - Patchwork Dress available in blue, lavender, brown, rose, teal and pink (only available at Wear Gray)
Non Wear Gray Items:
Hair - Gloria in espresso from Truth
Shape - My Own
Skin - Acorn Frex [Light] Elf Soot2 from Curio
Eyes - Dreaming in azur from Negaposi

Broken Doll {2}
Clothes -
Patchwork Dress available in blue, lavender, brown, rose, teal and pink (only available at Wear Gray)
Non Wear Gray Items:
Hair - Gloria in espresso from Truth
Shape - My Own
Skin - Acorn Frex [Light] Elf Soot2 from Curio
Eyes - Dreaming in azur from Negaposi

Monday, September 13, 2010

Wear Gray Market 20L Hunt

Having an early access to the Wear Gray Market meant I was able to do a bit of hunting before the crowds. I was pleasantly pleased with all my little goodies from the hunt. And happy with myself that I picked up about 40 new items to wear.....but also that each one of those items I purchased - the proceeds are going to the Wear Gray Fundraiser. I lost track of how many stores actually had ribbons in them, so there's quite a few. But to help you they have signs up advertising that a hunt ribbon, or ribbons, can be found inside their booth.





Pic 1

Free Hugs Tee from Vicarious Vitae
Gym Shorts from Broken Doll (also available in Black and Green and come with a white Gym Shirt)
Bibbed Dress from Lilypads
Doodle shoes from Lazy Places (also comes with Blue, Brown, Fushia and Red pairs)
Lulu in Teal Dress from SySy's Designs
Marilyn Dress from Eclectic Firefly

Pic 2

Sine Silver Outfit from Nikita Fride Designs
Casual Gray Girl from Sassy Kitty Designs
Learn Live Hope Tee from Fire GOOD!!!

Pic 3

Solar Female from Rising Silks (this set of silks is simply stunning. A silks belt, tube top and arm bands. But not only that, those are not wings on my back they are particles. There are also particle attachments for feet and hands that simply make you glow....AND....it comes with a HUD for changing the glow, shiny, brightness of each of the attachments. Simply amazing for 20L and with such attention to detail. Also available in a male version )

Pic 4

Love's the bottom line mini shirt from *TuttiFrutti*
Mistina Dress from Magoa
Bikini from Broken Doll (also comes with Black, Blue and Red pairs)

Pic 5

Princess Tee and Hotpants from SE Designz (also comes with a pair of Boxers)
Gothic Gray Dollie Dress from Gothic Passionate Dreams
Heather Tank and panties from Dragonlady's Closet (also comes in Gray and Pink sets)


Thursday, August 12, 2010

Wear Gray Market

I'm so excited for this years Wear Gray Market. A full sim full of designers new and old. Covering RP clothes, Kids, Mens, Womens, Gothic, Fantasy - a whole range with something for just about anyone.

This year Wear Gray is affiliated with the American Brain Tumor Association. Amisha March and Sanura Snowpaw put their creative minds together and designed a new logo for this year.

Wear Gray Market is filling up fast with only limited spaces available. If you haven't yet reserved a space - get in quick and do it now. Be sure to check the Wear Gray blog to see if your favourite shops are going to be participating. It looks like it;s going to be a huge event and I can't wait!

Friday, July 9, 2010

The Little Wind Up Doll.

Just for something different, and to liven things up I give to you
The little wind up doll.

Both outfits are from Luna's Boutique. The cupcake dress (above) comes with the cute tiny hat. And if you, or your friends, touch the cupcakes on the dress you get given one. The clown outfit (below) comes in a full avatar set - skin, shape, eyes, hair, red nose, jumpsuit with cuff bottoms and fuzzy buttons and slip on shoes with pompoms on the toes. (Shape, hair, eyes, nose and pants cuffs not shown).

The reason for my lively blog post today stems from the turn key I was given as a bloggers review gift. It's a new release out at Rabbit Hutch Clothier. Included in the package you get two keys (one attaches to spine the other to chest) and a colour change hud so you can change your key to suit your outfit.

To make the doll experience more 'real' I added the Puppet Doll AO from ## CI ##. It has 5 different stand poses; 2 of which are shown above, a run, ground sit, object sit and flying animations.

Style Notes:

Cupcake Dress
SKIN: *Lunas Boutique* Clown Skin
HAIR:>TRUTH< Gloria espresso
EYES: NegaPosi Dreaming Eyes - melon
DRESS: *Lunas Boutique* Cupcake Dress
SHOES: .::TNY::. Colour Change ballet Flats
POSES: [ImpEle]

Clown Jumpsuit
SKIN: *Lunas Boutique* Clown Skin
HAIR: >TRUTH< Darla streaked - snow
EYES: NegaPosi Dreaming Eyes - melon
JUMPSUIT: *Lunas Boutique* Clown - including shoes
POSES: Poses from the ## CI ## Puppet Doll AO

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Newbie Style Challenge

A challenge that turned out to be very useful for me at the moment. Meet my new store account alt. Since I was reopening my store I wanted to seperate work from play so decided that a store account to rez my vendors and look after things for me was the way to go. And just after making my newb I see a bloggers challenge posted about making your newb look good for less. Perfect! I wasn't going to do much with her since she won't actually be used for anything other than rezzing etc at the store. But hey, who am I to pass up a challenge.

So here we have a day old newb. Not bad. They've certainly come a long way from when I first rezzed a few years back.

Let the transformations begin.



And yes I realise my order of looks is back to front. I like to be different *shrugs*. Style credits below. No lindens spent. Just a bit of time traipsing around the grid. One free item I did pick up that is not "shown" here is an AO from [LAP] for accounts 30 days and under. They have one for guys and girls.

LOOK 3
SHAPE: Starter newb shape with some modifications from me.
EYES: Starter newb eyes in green.
HAIR: LUZ - SKUNK from KMADD group gift.
SKIN: LOLA_lght-ORTA (dk brows_hairbase) from Lelutka ORTA Subscribo gift - in store.
CLOTHES: (pumpkin) Suites from ~silent sparrow~ in store gift for accounts under 30days old.
SHOES: Flower Pumps from ::S@bbia:: group gift - in store.

LOOK 2
SHAPE: Starter newb shape with some modifications from me.
EYES: Starter newb eyes in green.
HAIR: Susan brownsugar from EXILE - in store.
SKIN: Dahlia - Sienna - Potpurri from *Cupcakes group gift.
CLOTHES: Group Gift No.10 from ::S@bbia:: - in store.
SHOES: Group Gift Pumps (Fuschia) from Maitreya Subscribo - in store.

LOOK 1
SHAPE: Starter newb shape with some modifications from me.
EYES: Starter newb eyes in green.
HAIR: Susan brownsugar from EXILE - in store.
SKIN: Dahlia - Sienna - Potpurri from *Cupcakes group gift.
SHIRT: Ballet Sweater (Berry) from Fri.day - in store.
BELT: Wide Waist belt (sugar.plum) from Fri.day - in store.
LEGGINGS: Tights Grey 1 from ::S@bbia:: group gift - in store
SHOES: Group Gift Pumps (Violet Blue) from Maitreya Subscribo - in store.


Wednesday, June 30, 2010

It's a Squeegee Mash Up

By now, if you haven't heard the buzz around the grid of Operation Squeegee, I think you need to poke your head out of your turtle shell or from under your rock and take a look around. It's a buzz all over the blogs and across plurk. I think my plurk in particular features something about OpSquee in every second post =D

Today was bloggers day at the Operation Squeegee Merchants Area. Now while I am on the books as a Merchant Wrangler and a Merchant showcasing designs there, I couldn't resist the urge to jump in with the bloggers and grab a few things that had caught my eye as I watched others setting up. So here is a bit of a mash up of a few of my favourite things.

These cute Tees are from *Dreams*. All colours shown above are available at the fundraiser. With cute little critters on the front and a larger sized one on the back of the shirt. Featuring the Dragonfly, Whale, Dolphin and Praying Mantis. They are unisex too \o/ and, as always, Sanura makes them available on ALL layer options.

Another set from *Dreams*, this time in collaboration with LaLa FooFoo. The Lacey Tease comes with both colour options, black on white or white on black. The cute leggings are a new release from *Dreams* but only available in this colour combo from Operation Squeegee and LaLa FooFoo designed the superb matching ribbed tank to go with them.

This little tub is just too adorable from Slash Me Poses (/me poses). It suits my beach deck awesomely so I think it's going to become a permanent fixture there. And since I was out in the sun in my little tub I just HAD to have the bikini from SySy's Designs which was just a couple carts down from Slash Me poses. SySy's bikini comes in three other colour choices.

Fire GOOD!! have this summery little number, right beside my cart \o/ woohoo. The dress comes in flexi and sculpted versions. Also available are extra stockings packs sold seperately and these antlers with matching flowers. How adorable are they!

Sn@tch is at Operation Squeegee *does a little chair dance*. Ok, fangirl moment over. The Frankie Bikini set comes in three colours in the one pack and can be worn with or without the skirt. Also at the Sn@tch cart you'll find those cute little Shore Drive sandals with a a couple of flowers atop the toes. Too cute! Time to have some summer fun in my bikini so I hit the beach with the Beach Ball photo prop from [Lyndz-Matic]. All seven poses in the one ball. Just wear and click to change.

A Netherworld put together a super miniskirt dress, complete with shoes. Both colours AND shoes all in the one package. Skirt prim is in both sculpted and non sculpted versions. Wear it as is for a summery feel or throw some legging and a cami underneath and dress it up. Such a versatile little number.

All my purchases today were from vendors that advertised %100 of their sales going towards Operation Squeegee. There are also vendors offering %50 of their sales to the cause. It was so great to see so many talented designers offering up their merchandise for this wonderful cause. If you want to read more about Operation Squeegee please head over to the blog page with all entertainment, news, blogs and more all in the one handy location.

The merchants area officially opens to all on July 1st and will run for 2 weeks finishing on July 15th. Live music acts will perform on the Centre Stage throughout the two weeks plus many other activities planned. I hope you all take a few minutes to pop over and pick up a bargain or two to help donate to the cause. Or even pop a few linden in one of the donation buckets scattered around the sim.

And to end this post on a high, a secret hunt has been planned for Operation Squeegee. The 'Eleventy Hunt' (yes yes I know no such thing as eleventy) has 8 green ribbons scattered around the merchants area. Each ribbon containing some novelty from Operation Squeegee. All designed and donated from `*~Zanzibar creationZ~*` (yup me) and %100 of all ribbons bought, for $11L each) go towards donations to Operation Squeegee. So for $88L you can pick a handful of cute little novelties and knick knacks available only through Operation Squeegee and one off designs.

Other style credits in this post:
Hairs: Makenzie, night from Truth. Short Sweet, RedC from Magika. Green, Bistre from Maitreya. April, sangria from Truth.
Skin: Elf Soot2, Frex [Light] from Curio.
Poses: Glitterati and {.:exposeur:.}

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Operation Squeegee July 1st to 15th

Operation Squeegee will run from July 1st - 15th, and will have lots of events and publicity associated with it, as well as a vendor merchandise area with donated items for sale!

Funds raised through Operation Squeegee will go to The National Wildlife Federation. Funds that are donated to the federation will support the following efforts:
  • Development and deployment of the National Wildlife Federation's Gulf Coast Surveillance Teams, a volunteer network that is being organized to monitor the coast for wildlife impacted by the oil spill. Beyond the initial surveillance needed, this effort will then shift to long term volunteer restoration programs.
  • Restoration of vulnerable nesting and breeding grounds, as well as other delicate ecosystems found throughout the Gulf Coast for water birds, sea turtles and other animals.
  • Public education about the oil spill and its impacts on wildlife, including our online efforts at www.nwf.org/oilspill and informing the press and others about the impacts the oil spill is having on coastal communities and wildlife.
  • Policy work at the national and state level to support restoration of habitat in the Gulf Coast and better protection of our waters and coastlines. ~ As seen on the Operation Squeegee Blog.

Although I have closed `*~Zanzibar creationZ~*`, for the time being, I could not pass up an opportunity to make something for such a worthwhile cause as this.

My items will only be for sale at the Merchants Area for the duration of the fundraiser and with %100 of sales going towards the National Wildlife Federation. See below each picture for details of what is included. And make sure to click the pictures for a larger view =)

Poseidon Purple and Twilight Red Octopus Rescue
You get both outfits in this package.
Cut off denim shorts with knee length tights under {prim cuffs}
Two layer shirt in both a long and a short option {prim sleeve cuffs}
Wellies with a little frog hitching a ride {High Top & Ankle Top} scripted to 'squelch' and leave behind muddy/oily prints & a 'ribbeting' frog when you touch him
Animated Rescued Octopus {Poseidon Purple - carry him above your head, Twilight Red - hold under your arm} can be worn with all AO's so you can still use your standard walk/run etc.

Sunrise Orange and Barnacle Blue Octopus Rescue
You get both outfits in this package.
Cut off denim shorts with knee length tights under {prim cuffs}
Two layer shirt in both a long and a short option {prim sleeve cuffs}
Wellies with a little frog hitching a ride {High Top & Ankle Top} scripted to 'squelch' and leave behind muddy/oily prints & a 'ribbeting' frog when you touch him
Animated Rescued Octopus {Sunrise Orange - Carry him under your arm, Barnacle Blue - Carry him above your head} can be worn with all AO's so you can still use your standard walk/run etc.

Ocean Blue and Seaweed Green Octopus Rescue
You get both outfits in this package.
Cut off denim shorts with knee length tights under {prim cuffs}
Two layer shirt in both a long and a short option {prim sleeve cuffs}
Wellies with a little frog hitching a ride {High Top & Ankle Top} scripted to 'squelch' and leave behind muddy/oily prints & a 'ribbeting' frog when you touch him
Animated Rescued Octopus {Ocean Blue - Carry him under your arm, Seaweed Green - Carry him above your head} can be worn with all AO's so you can still use your standard walk/run etc.

Ocean Blue and Seaweed Green Octopus Rescue
You get both outfits in this package.
Standard jeans (above the butt crack) {prim cuffs}
Two layer shirt
Wellies with a little frog hitching a ride scripted to 'squelch' and leave behind muddy/oily prints & a 'ribbeting' frog when you touch him
Animated Rescued Octopus {Ocean Blue - Carry him under your arm, Seaweed Green - Carry him above your head} can be worn with all AO's so you can still use your standard walk/run etc.
*Jeans and boots can be worn with just the foot attachment of the boot under the prim cuffs of the jeans OR no prim cuffs and full boot attachments.*

Poseidon Purple and Twilight Red Octopus Rescue
You get both outfits in this package.
Standard jeans (above the butt crack) {prim cuffs}
Two layer shirt
Wellies with a little frog hitching a ride scripted to 'squelch' and leave behind muddy/oily prints & a 'ribbeting' frog when you touch him
Animated Rescued Octopus {Poseidon Purple - Carry him above your head, Twilight Red - Carry him under your arm} can be worn with all AO's so you can still use your standard walk/run etc.
*Jeans and boots can be worn with just the foot attachment of the boot under the prim cuffs of the jeans OR no prim cuffs and full boot attachments.*

Sunrise Orange and Barnacle Blue Octopus Rescue
You get both outfits in this package.
Standard jeans (above the butt crack) {prim cuffs}
Two layer shirt
Wellies with a little frog hitching a ride scripted to 'squelch' and leave behind muddy/oily prints & a 'ribbeting' frog when you touch him
Animated Rescued Octopus {Sunrise Orange - Carry him under your arm, Barnacle Blue - Carry him above your head} can be worn with all AO's so you can still use your standard walk/run etc.
*Jeans and boots can be worn with just the foot attachment of the boot under the prim cuffs of the jeans OR no prim cuffs and full boot attachments.*

Tomkin Turtle and Tiller Turtle Rescue
You get both outfits in this package.
Cut off denim shorts {prim cuffs}
Two layer shirt
Wellies with a little frog hitching a ride {High Top & Ankle Top} scripted to 'squelch' and leave behind muddy/oily prints & a 'ribbeting' frog when you touch him
Animated Rescued Turtle {Tomkin Turtle - Carry him under your arm, Tiller Turtle - Carry in front of you in your hand} can be worn with all AO's so you can still use your standard walk/run etc.
Neck Tie

Tomkin Turtle and Tiller Turtle Rescue
You get both outfits in this package.
Standard jeans (above the butt crack) {prim cuffs}
Two layer shirt {prim cuffs and collar} can be worn seperately or together
Wellies with a little frog hitching a ride scripted to 'squelch' and leave behind muddy/oily prints & a 'ribbeting' frog when you touch him
Animated Rescued Turtle {Tomkin Turtle - Carry him under your arm, Tiller Turtle - Carry in front of you in your hand} can be worn with all AO's so you can still use your standard walk/run etc.
Neck Tie
*Jeans and boots can be worn with just the foot attachment of the boot under the prim cuffs of the jeans OR no prim cuffs and full boot attachments.*

I would like to thank Lucien Brentano and Rubystarlight Writer for their help in putting these outfits together. Lucien provided the script to make your Wellies 'squelch' and Rubystarlight provided the poses that animate the Octopus and Turtles. Without the help of these two amazing creators, this little outfit of mine would not have been a success.

Make sure you keep an eye out in the coming week for updates as to the location of the Operation Squeegee Merchants Faire, join the group inworld and following along with the blog to keep up to date with events and news.